Degree 66

Cantik tak? Cantikkan? Kan? Kan?

Hahaha. I tahu cantik. Penat cari template baru yang menepati citarasa. Kenapa pilih dark colour lagi? Sebab sukalah. Duh!!! No. No. Dark colour suits me. Mysterious. Isn't it? Well, today is a hard day overall. The no class makes me go crazy. Why? For me I should better occupy my mind with the knowledge rather than doing moronic stuff that will be frowned upon. 

Today supposedly ada Mandarin Listening Test. I memang malas sungguh nak study for this. Bangun awal pagi pun tak baca buku. On lappy surf sana sini. Tweeting tak berhenti. Malas. Malas. But, praise to Allah, the test was cancelled. The test okay guys. Not the class. Evidently, kami masih belum habis lesson lagi. Ye la the test sepatutnya dari Lesson 1 until Lesson 6. Tapi kami yang so eager learning Mandarin baru sampai Lesson 5. Eventually, tadi we all continue sampai Lesson 6. Next week baru buat Listening test tu. Include sekali dengan Quiz 2. Woohoo! Banyak. Ahad kena duduk rumah la macam ni.

Anyways, I am now in recovering mode. Maka harap diampunkan sekiranya tetiba ada entry yang cheesy, mopey or anything related to it. I may be strong but I am not that strong. Okay? Baiklah. Harus mulakan assignment Law. Esok ada presentation. Tata. 

Degree 65

no one ever told me it would come to this what began with such a promise would end with such a twist i lean into the whisper but i don't hear a thing it's a tear in the dark all alone in the car in pieces, pieces it's the sound of mistake as i'm lying awake and sleepless, sleepless this is the sound that's made when a heart breaks everybody's laughing maybe that's just me does something unrequited mean it will never be please don't leave me here life, for now, i've come to fear you've dropped me off and left me here with nothing here to find my way but the light you take as you pull away far ahead the brush is moving there's others here and good still proving nothing's wrong, it's in my mind nothing's wrong and i'll be fine it's a tear in the dark all alone in the car in pieces, pieces it's the sound of mistake as i'm lying awake and sleepless, sleepless this is the sound that's made when a heart breaks.

Degree 64

Pardon me my friends for I have to do this.

It's for my own good. It's for my own benefit. I've think long and hard. I want you all to know that I don't come by this decision easily. It's hard. But I have to. I really do have. I am sorry for what is becoming in the future. I can only hope for your understanding.

Degree 63

Stress.


Stress tengok blog sendiri banyak moping entri. Hahaha. 


Sorrylah.


:D

Degree 62

Okay. Suddenly, rasa sedih sangat sangat. 

Nak nangis tapi tak boleh sebab dah promise dengan diri sendiri no more crying, no more tears. Plus malu nak nangis. Nanti housemates nampak. Kena senyum. Kena gelak. Kena tunjuk muka happy. Tapi sekarang unbearable betul suffer ni. 

Haih. Come on Alin. Be strong. 

p/s: Malam nanti I nangislah. Dengan Mr.Froggy.

Degree 61

Everybody says that time heals everything.
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in-between?
Are we just going to wait it out?


; Imogen Heap, Wait It Out

Degree 60

Okaylah. Okaylah. Kita stop. Puas hati?

Lepas ni tak buat dah. Lepas ni kita go with the flow. Tak perlu nak tengok tengok belakang. Tengok depan. Kalau nak tengok belakang pun sekali sekala je. Bolehlah kan? 

Eh, bukan give up. Cuma malas berusaha. Nantilah baru sambung semula usaha tu. :)

p/s: Teringin nak makan muffin. Ada siapa siapa nak tolong belikan?

Degree 59

But maybe that is why people says love is blind.

Degree 58

I did something bad!

Degil. Orang kata jangan buat. Buat jugak. Lepas tu mengharap. Lepas tu frust. Lepas tu padan muka sakit hati sendiri. Padan muka. Padan muka. Padan muka. Tapi macam lepas sikit beban dekat kepala bila dah buat benda itu. 

Apa bendanya Alin yang kau buat?

Wooo!! Tak mahu bgtahu. Hahaha. Cerita kelakar malas nak tulis lagi. Tunggu ada mood. Now Airbender tgh showing. Tata!

Degree 57

Mereka, Iphone dan Blackberry.

Jalan tak pandang kiri kanan. Sampai boleh jatuh jatuh. Kawan jalan sebelah buat tak tahu. Orang panggil tak dengar. Hidup dalam dunia sendiri.

Betul. Blackberry best. Iphone pun best. Tapi kalau dah sampai jadi macam apa yang I state dekat above tak bestlah. Absorb sangat dengan gadget tu sampai ignore surrounding sendiri. I bukan jealous or apa. Just observing. No offense to those whose been using this gadget.

I have friends yang pakai BB and Iphone. Tapi mereka tidaklah seperti mereka mereka yang I tulis di atas. Mereka considerate. Mereka thoughtful. Senang kata mereka maturedlah. 


Okay. Sudah. Cerita lain pula skrg. 

Today something funny happened. Really funny. We laughed all the way to class. But that is for another special entry. Nak include kisah kerusi sekali. Woohoo!! Wait for it!~ :)

Degree 56

Degree 55

Its grey and dark grey. Oh. Love. Love.

RadioActive Girls

Ms. Cindy Jeans Skinny Victoria 6

Red and Black. Classic!

Miss Stripey :)

Wedges (Front View)

Side View

Oh. Bisinglah ibunda dan ayahanda bila tengok entri ini.
Hohoho :D

Degree 54: Double Concerns.

Ini entry untuk saya Nurdia Azlin.

Read and noted.

Oh. I am deeply touched.

Thanks Zaf.

I am okay.

I will be.

Your presence is enough.

:)


p/s: Haq called for an update. Haa. Sweet sangat!!
p/p/s: I realized that my friends are what I need most. Aha. Wawa and Iera sila call saya selalu.


Oh. Stop. Stop. Ada lagi.
My housemates are so freaking funny.
They make me laugh everyday.
*mode teringat kisah kerusi patah*
Hahaha :D

Degree 53

People says, a picture says a lot. 

If I put two, three or four?

 What would they say. 

Eh, like I care~ :)

 Oh. Evidently I am on sugar rush. 

So, pardon all the moping feelings shown in the pictures above. 

It's how I reduce the high. 

Haiho!

:D

Degree 52

Oh. Oh. Saya kena kurangkan segalanya. Berat naik tak turun turun. Duit susut tak naik naik. Macam mana? Susah rupanya duduk off campus. Duit keluar mengalir macam air. Makan seminggu macam untuk dua minggu punya worth if duduk on campus. Belum tambah dengan habit suka berjalan ke sana ke mari lagi.

Ayah & Ibu, sorry. Anak ayah ibu yg seorang ini kuat makan and kuat berjalan. Selalu mintak duit. Alin promise it will be worth it. Alin main, main juga. Tapi belajar tak lupa. Macam mana Alin perform time diploma dulu macam itu juga Alin akan buat for this degree. In fact, I'll step up my effort. I know it's not easy for you to provide us with such a luxury life. I won't make it harder.

I will study hard. I will make you proud of me. That is my promise to you. 

p/s: Nak saving juga sebab nak diet. Bolehkan?

Degree 51

Hp terbiar sana sini. 

Texts tak reply. 

Calls ignored. 

Lappy on.

Emails unreplied.

Selected YM only.

Facebook ignored.

Twitter a must.

So, faham?

Degree 50

I am breaking all my links. Its temporary but its necessary.

Degree 49

February 20 at 2:50pm


It hurt. Too much that I can't bear it. But I am a survivor. I am strong. I'm gonna make it through this rough patch like I did before.

I have to stop blogging for a while. 
Strike that.
I wouldn't stop.
It's here where I am trying to grasp the reality. 
Sorry if its a mess.

Degree 48

Okaylah.


I stop. I stop. I will stop. I bosan dah asyik tulis the same thing. Rasa macam redundant dah. Kita tulis something much more interesting from today onwards. Pasal apa? Tidak pasti lagi. Sudah ada benda best baru kita tulis. :)

Degree 47

I should be mad. And I did. But it was only for little while. I woke up this morning and all I'm feeling is sad. My effort failed miserably. And again it's okay. Am I nuts for being such this person? Nah. I don't think so.

Degree 46

Hoping things will get better.

Nurdia, be stronglah. Things are not that difficult. Eh, really? If not why am I such a basket case at the moment? It's weird though. I was known as one tough girl.  I don't flinch when provoked. I didn't snap when talked down too. Especially by guys. But why is it that I can't find in myself to be the old me? Come on Nurdia! You know the answer. I do? No, I don't. Duh. You pick the wrong time to be slow la girl. It is because he namely your love one has altered you to the core. What? No he did not. Hm. Wait a sec. Let me revise back. I was never a girl who can cry at small matters. I was never a dull girl. I was never feeling restless just being in one place. And I was never a girl who often sulk around. OMG!!! He did altered me. What am I supposed to do? Just go with it? Or be the old me again. But. But. I kinda like this new me. Not the whole package But a few bits of here and there. I can tolerate people more nowadays. I think of others before myself. Before I am one total bitch. Am I going towards someone better with the alteration. I guess I would never know. Not until this situation I am in now resolved.

Hoping that the silver lining do exist.

Degree 45

I am not prepare for this kind of thing for I am not strong enough for it.

:'(

Degree 44

I woke up to the sound of the phone ringing.

At first, I couldn't find it in my brain who does this voice belongs to. Then, it hit me. It was your voice. It was you who called. Stupid me. :) I was so happy that you called I couldn't stop grinning like a mad men. We talked like nothing had happened. We laughed like nothing had happened. It was a great moment. And you even said yes when I asked is everything ok. It feels just like the old times. As we talked you told me that you're going somewhere. I can't asked where because at that moment you voice became distorted. You tell me that you would call again. :) After we hang up, I was feeling so happy. I texted you to tell me when you've arrived. The feeling was so great that everything I do, I do it with a smile.But, suddenly out of nowhere..

I woke up again.

Blurred. Panicked. My brain processed itself. It was all just a dream. A nightmare. All of it was not true. Then I cried. How very cruel for such things to happen to me. This is really hard for me. Really really really hard. The tears by now couldn't stop falling. And I can't seems to make it stop. 

I miss you. Very much. :'(

p/s: Serves me right to sleep in the afternoon. Padan muka Alin.

Degree 43

Weekends.

Yes. I live in KL. Yes, my car is here with me. Yes, distance is not a problem. 

Nevertheless, please please don't assume that I would go back every weekend. Don't text me as if you know what my schedules are. Don't call me and said that you makes plan because you're going back with me. I'm not that kind of friend to you. Even in the same campus I barely see you. 

Oh. I do love my family. I do miss my boyfriend. I do care about my friends.

But that doesn't give me the excuse to go back. And Ayah told me that now my study should always comes first. He wouldn't mind if I didn't go back often.  Even Ibu said the same thing too. Then why oh why are you being such a busybody lecturing me for not going back? I have tests. I have assignments. I have tonnes of things to do. Going back is the least important at the moment.

Don't I need to have fun?

Who doesn't? Being in Perak doesn't limit my entertainment. True there is not much can be done here. But I still manage to go through my three years of diploma happily. I can find my own entertainment without you butting in. I hate you for waking me up from my sleep. I hate you for being selfish. I hate you for thinking that I would just agree to everything you said.

I have to stop being nice. I have to stop being so patient. I have to stop being understanding. I have to stop all my good attitude. All of it is giving a bad side effect. Huh! 

Tata for now. :) 

Degree 42

11.11.2010 , 14.11.2010 , 15.11.2010

Let memories served. Remembered. Cherished. And never be forgotten.

Degree 41

Kisah ujian dan Undang-undang.

Minggu ni minggu yang sangat busy. Mostly everyday tidur around 2 a.m and by 6.30 a.m dah kena bangun. Kena siap siap nak pergi class. Today of all day lain sikit. Today we are supposed to have our law test. Last night I suggest to my class rep nak postpone the test to tomorrow. Sebab me and all my classmates semua kepenatan buat Research punya assignments. Semua masuk class pagi tadi mata dah macam panda. Comel. Comel. Memang semua penat sampai time class Pn.Lila yang usually fill laugh pun kinda sunyi sepi. So my thoughts nak postpone test is very much appreciated by others.

Nak dijadikan cerita, after class RM I tanya the whole class for valid reason nak postpone. Apart from that kitorng kena consider juga the other class sebab lecturers nak buat serentak. First thing we do is we called our lecturer. She didn't pick up. Ok lagi time tu. Tapi semua dah cross finger harap harap dapat postpone. Nak tidur. Nak rehat sikit before study untuk test law to.

Much to our avail, after trying so many times we still couldn't get any answer. So we proceed to our class. Since all we do is discuss our on going assignment the lecturer left the class early and let us do our own work. Time ni la kelainan itu berlaku. Semua orang dah tanya tanya bila test law. Tonight or tomorrow. So I decide dengan another friend of mine nak cari lecturer yang berkenaan dekat room dia. Bila pergi unfortunately dia tiada di bilik. Before kitorg pergi tu ada la dua orang manusia yang berperangai selfish yang amat. For me lah. I dont know about others.

I nak buat test law tu tomorrow night. So that we would have time to rest and study. Takdelah stress sangat. Tapi apparently these two people tak mahu. Reason mereka, nak balik. Hek eleh!!! Kecoh betul. Sibuk pujuk my class rep suruh cakap dengan I tak mahu test malam. Kesian dekat diorg nak balik. Eh, hello? 26 vs 2? Definitely you girls will be on the losing team. Just because you girls nak balik kitorg kena sacrifice. Come on. Tak mungkin la kan.

If this week doesn't goes like it had maybe I would take it as a small matter. But it has been a stressful one. Lots of works and works. Be considerate when people wants what is good for everybody. Huh!!

p/s: They are joyfully happy to know that the test is still on tonight. Siap gloat lagi. Cis. LOSER!!

Degree 40

         I'll always be here missing you.

I don't know what went wrong.

I don't what my faults are.

I don't know what initiate this.

And I don't know how to solve it.

But I remember your words.

I remember your promises.

So, it's ok.

Take care. Be safe.

Degree 39

I punya page. I punya suka. Jangan sebok. Sekian, terima kasih. :)

Degree 38

Hey. Just nak tanya. Kenapa kau bahasakan diri I. English sangat ke? Aku tengok biasa je. :P

WTF!!! Nak cari gaduh ke bro?? Tak gemar betul orang yang tanya tanya macam ni. Tak perlu comment tanya kenapa guna I instead of other kata ganti nama. Effect dekat kau ke? Ask around. This is me. This is how I am with others. Plus I am good in English. Aku dapat band 4 for MUET. Dapat band 7 for IELTS. Kau apa ada? As far as I'm concern kau English time high school pun teruk. Haa.. Peduli apa aku orang nak cakap. Berlagak ke. Poyo ke. Memang betul pun. Kau nak aku tunjuk sijil aku? Tunjuk nanti malu sendiri. Aku tak mention nama kau dekat sini pun dah cukup bagus. Dah. Dah. Kau pergi main jauh jauh. Tak payah baca dah page aku. Aku tak rasa rugi pun.

Degree 37

Dulu dan sekarang.

Belajar zaman dulu sangat lain. Dulu dalam classroom boleh nampak meja and kerusi kayu. Nak menulis pun kena guna kapur. Memang classic habis. And tiap tiap minggu kena lap board tu. Kalau tak lap halamatnya berdebu debu la class. Best part pakai chalkboard ni adalah dusternya. Buat baling baling. Bagi ada cop dekat baju member member. Bagi diorg panas hati. Yang selalu jadi mangsa prefect dengan librarian. Sebab mereka adalah golongan berbaju biru dan hijau. 

Dulu dalam class pakai kipas biasa. Aircond hanyalah untuk comp lab and library. Time kipas rosak memang huru hara. Panas sangat sangat. Sekolah I dulu extra panas sebab in the middle of the city. Next to jalan yang memang busy 24 hours. I ingat lagi nak belajar sains. Time tu darjah empat. Cikgu masuk class and cakap, "Ok, hari ni kta pergi comp lab. Saya nak tunjuk video." Seronok satu class. Ye la. Bukan senang nak dapat masuk lab tu. Dapat aircond lagi. PC zaman dolu dolu runs on coal ye kawan kawan. Sebab slownya I rasa siput pun laju lagi. Heheh. And guna disket je. Takde pendrive pendrive haa..

Sekarang dah lain. Zaman dah maju. If you go to any school most probably you will see yang each class is equipped with its own projector. Teachers bawak lappy je. And most probably all these classes fully airconditoned. And and dah upgrade dari guna chalk to using markers. So, usage of comp lab in school is reduced. Nevertheless, students pergi juga untuk buat assignment. Huh. Tipu. Tipu. Korang pergi lab if class tu dekat lab. And wajib on muka buku. Tak payah tipu. Sebab I pun buat. :)

Muka buku ni pun satu hal. Nowadays, even kids yang baru 2 3 years old pun dah ada their own account. Memangla parents operated. Tapi perlu ke? Umur tak semenggah mana. Membaca pun belum pandai. Haih. Lagi satu. Ini my sis yang cerita. Kak Intan kata, the other day dia tengah surfing journals untuk her degree. Heh! Surfing la sangat. Alin tahu kakak mesti main Farmville kan? Tak kisah la tu. Dia bagitahu, tengah surfing tu keluar dekat newsfeed pasal class cancel. Guess who post it? Cepat. Cepat. If betul, give yourself a big clap. I bagi hint. It's not who you think. :D It's her lecturer. Gila kan? Nak bagi announcement through muka buku. Nasib ada orang baca. If takde? Kan ke sia sia datang ke class yang kosong. 

Nak upgrade lagi. Kalau dulu pakai disket. Later up to pendrive. Mula 256MB. Then 512MB. Then 1GB. Then 2GB. Now up lagi. External hard drives. Yang I tahau ada yang memory up to 1TB. Macam hard drives dalam lappy tak cukup sampai nak kena beli yang lain. Boohoo Alin!Cakap orang. Awak pun nak beli juga kan? *guilty. guilty*

Sebenarnya, I tulis entry ni sebab suddenly teringat my IELTS writing exam. This is the question:

Technology advance has help to improve classroom education and communication. Do you agree or oppose with the statement. Discuss.

I dok fikir. Should I agree. Or should I oppose. At first I was a bit blur. After writing out some points I end up opposing the statement. Why? I know some might say that these technologies we have will help to improve. I do agree with it. In term of the education. Not on the communication part though. I have my valid reasons for this. In my opinion, classroom education should be two way. The teachers give something and the students response. back in the old times. The teacher would actually have to write on the board and then explain to the student. When there's doubt or inquiries about certain information the student then can straight away ask the teacher for clarification.

Nowadays, all the educator do is prepare their teaching material in slides or notes. It's not wrong. It's efficient. But it's the usage of those kind of method I don't agreed upon. I like taking notes. I like asking question. I like listening to the explanation. Though sometimes I fell asleep to it. Hey, blame the caffeine for not working. Nevertheless, I would agree with the statement if there is balance to it. 

Oh. Ok la. Kena pergi study. Esok test Law. Huh!

Degree 36

Dua hari dah kerja menangis. Penat. Penat. Asal ayah call nangis. Asal ibu call nangis. Asal wawa text nangis. Asal orang tanya kau ok or tak nangis. Nangis. Nangis. Duduk dgn Mr.Froggy dekat corner bed dalam gelap and peluk dia kuat2 then nangis lagi. Huh! Tengok perkataan nangis tu pun dah bosan. This will only mean one thing. Mood I tak stabil. And I need a getaway place. The best would be rumah manis rumah I la.

Since the new semester dah mula, everytime balik mesti pit stop dekat Shah Alam. And before balik Perak pun mesti singgah sana. Dari tak tahu jalan dah jadi expert - tak expert mana tapi blh la setakat nak sampi ke Kolej Mawar tu. Kenapa? Figure out sendiri. Dah tahu tak payah kecoh. This time around no more. I'm going straight back home to my house. That would be the best for giving my current situation. 

Pelik. Dulu I don't mind at all bila ada masalah sebab I know who to turn to or where to go to. Now feel kinda hopeless. Mood nak belajar takde. Fikir nak bergembira je. Imagine class two hours all I do is doodling silly things. Telinga memang tak dengar la apa lecturer cakap dekat depan. Bahaya. Tapi nk buat macam mana. I don't feel like studying at all.

Macam sekarang. Assignments tinggi bertingkat mcm KLCC tapi I duduk depan lappy surf people's blog and watching movies. A waste of time. My housemates rajin buat thesis I bermalasan diatas kerusi empul di bawah kipas. Eh, tetiba rindu katil and aircond dekat rumah. Kena balik. Kena balik. Point of this entry is nak bagitahu yg I nak balik. I boleh hang out with my neighbours dekat kedai baru diorg. Boleh jumpa my partner in crime, Zul. Rindu dia ni! Boleh unwind dekat McD (mcm dekat Perak tak blh kan?) Mana sama. Environment lain.

Oh. Oh. Reading all of the above I definitely have to go back. I need my life.

p/s: I am currently waiting my kawan sampai mati to online.
p/p/s: Belum sure nak balik or tak. If balik tak dapat kasut and jeans. :)

Degree 35

Wawa nasihat. Ramzul nasihat. So, I have to listen. Both suggest different things. And I find solution between it. Hopefully it will work. Oh. Oh. Lots of work are keeping me busy and awake at night. Woohoo!!

Degree 34 : My Wish

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.


But more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to.
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small.
You never need to carry more than you can hold.
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too.
Yeah, this, is my wish.

Degree 33

I am determined to stop all the unnecessary.

Degree 32

I sacrifice my weekends for this. :(

Degree 31

I'm Moving On

Degree 30

Life is super hectic at the moment. Too many assignments. Too little time. These aren't my concern back in the old days. I don't really care if there are lots of things needed to be done. I just take all of it lightly. But now, now is not the time to do such things anymore.

I need to keep up with this up level of my life. This just hit me, I am no longer a diploma student. I've graduated to degree level now. Hence the busy with assignments. Wake up early almost everyday. Staying up late everyday. And to go with no sleep is just a common thing now.

Nevertheless, I am happy with the situation I am in now. The best distraction for me that others can't give. Silly but I'm loving my study life! :)

Degree 29

Everyday is a struggle.
Between what I want to say.
And what I should keep to myself.
And the words that manage to leave my lips,
Don't hurt me.
But they hurt everyone else,
So I find myself in need of pause.
I'm not sure why.
But I think that it's because,
Of this desire to be what other want me to be.

Degree 28

Jealousy. Not nice. Boo!

Degree 27

I hate copycats.

Degree 26

As reminded.
Don't get your hopes up.
But I did.
And guess what happen.
Frustrated by everyone.
Each one of them.

Degree 25

Enough with the one day.
As told before, don't expect too much.
Or you'll end up disappointed.

Degree 24

5.30 a.m.

I miss them. :(

I texted Wawa yesterday. Asking whether if its true the rumors that they aren't gonna have class this Thursday and Friday. She asked me why. I told her its because I want her to come to Perak. Hang out with me here instead in Shah Alam. Oh. Apparently it is up to the Captain. Which is Ramzul. Hm. And when she say it like that I told her it's ok. Why? Because I wouldn't want them to come if its because I asked them to. I will never hear the end of them saying again and again that I am the one who wants them to be here. 

So, let it be them who decide to come. Already told Wawa that it's fine. Babe, I have accepted the fact that you guys can't come as I wish. Things are not the same as before. Not with you, Not with him. Jangan risau eh Wawa. I am ok. I will be ok. I have to. I am on my own sekarang. :)

I am sick. Flu and sore throat. Apparently this upside down weather doesn't agree with me. And because of it my work is backlogged. Stress. Plus the unresolved problem is still hanging in the air. When will it be settle? I myself is not sure. I am desperately in need of entertainment now. Also a little bit feeling of love. Those two seems like hard to get these days.

Is there any time machine laying around somewhere? Can I have one. I want to go to the old times when life wasn't hard. I can't sleep. I'm high on meds. My head hurt as if it just have been hit with concrete. Above all, I am sad. Very.

Degree 23

If he misses you, he'll call. 

If he wants you, he'll say it. 

And if he cares, he'll show it.

Degree 9 : Gratitude

I wish that I could list down each and every of you. But that wouldn't be fair. To those who read this entry, I just want you to know that I truly appreciate all of you for being part of my life. Woven into my tapestry of relationship. Oh, life would never be like this if you're not in it. :)

Degree 22

Soalan dan Jawapan.

Mereka: 

Alin, are u ok?

Saya: 

Ok je. Kenapa?

Mereka: 

Macam tak je ni. What's wrong?

Saya: 

Eh, mana ada apa2. Ok je.

Mereka: 

Tipu. Tak nak cerita ke.

Saya: 

Hm. Tak perlu kot. I'm fine. Happy je. Huu~

Mereka:

 Oh. Obviously tak. Masalah dah settle?

Saya: 

Hm. Unresolved and forgotten.

Mereka: 

Hbs tu skrg mcm mane?

Saya: 

Mcm mana apa? Mcm tu la. Hahaha. :D

Mereka: 

Takpelah lin. Be strong ok. Take care! :)

Mereka concern dan risau. Tapi macam biasalah. Kalau dah tak pandai nak bercerita ada masalah memang takkan bercerita. Melainkan dipaksa. Which is always. Anyways, terima kasih kawan2. Sangat appreciate for all of it.

Degree 21

To be or not to be.

An entry that does not relate to its title. Wee~

Today is the 5th day of holiday. And so far I've been enjoying my days at home - a true heaven on earth. There will be no place that equals to it. Oh. I started my holiday by going with Ibu. :) And of course I would be the driver. We went out for house-decoration-stuff-hunting. Even though we have been to many places unfortunately item searched is no where to be found. I managed to asked to Ibu to treat me since driving in the rain and with traffic is a no fun job. But all that matters is I got myself some new clothes babe!

The next day is different. For most part of the day, instead of going anywhere I just lolled around on my bed and around the house. Eating what's available because at my house weekends is considered as lazy days. Nobody do anything. Except for Ayah. He never stops doing anything. There's always something that he's working on. And the latest one this time is building a new cabinet. For Ibu of course. You'll be amazed at how good my Ayah at this kind of thing. Sometimes I even wonder why do he work in the public service instead of something related to construction. But that's my Ayah. Full of surprises. OK . Back to me. Later that afternoon my second boyfriend arrived. We hugged. We kissed. We played. It was fun. Then we fall asleep together. As often time envy us. Suddenly it is time for him to go home. It took us quite a while to say our goodbye but we managed. The boyfriend's name is Faris. And he is 7 months old. Lalala~ <3

Come Monday. Apparently I have lost my SPM certificate. And I have to get a new one. Which is in Putrajaya. Also, I have to buy books for my classmates. And the only place to buy it is at ISM which is located in PJ. I don't know the route. So the solution is to call for back up. Here comes Ramzul. Haha. :D So I went to pick him up. Its already noon at that time. Before we went to PJ, we make a few stops. Maxis Centre to be exact. On what business is not important. After that then we went to ISM. 26 pieces worth of Practice Manual books. Then its time for lunch. We went to KFC behind the ISM building and guess what? They ran out of chicken. I never knew such thing could happen. While in search for another KFC, we called Iera and asked her to hang out with us. 

Tuesday. Today is the day new things happen to me. I help my neighbour opening a new mini market. At first I thought it's a simple task. But as we talked throughout the journey to the store I realized then it is not that simple. There are a lot of work involved. Every little details matter. It's tiresome. The store is in Sepang. The journey is not that far. The place is nice and friendly looking. When I arrived at the store I was once again surprise. The store is 3 stores combined to one. It's big. And when I enter the store, I saw my father with his tools. Hahaha. Another new work for him to do. No wonder I didn't see him at the house that morning. And not wanting to be useless I helped draw the store's layout and do some stationery inventory. It's true that when you are working on something you will never notice the time fly by. I do my part of work. And others also do. Suddenly it is almost evening. We go home a little bit early as the mother of my neighbour forget to take the house key home along. We arrived at our house. We bathed. We changed. And we go out again for dinner. After dinner, we stop at Cosway. Surf through the stuff. When we come back a little bit later to buy something the store is already closed. Too bad. But we still bought something. Me, I bought two scarves for me to wear with my shawl. And my neighbour bought one to try to wear shawl. After dinner then we realized that we are very tired. We started our day early in the morning. Then come home when it's almost dark. And between that we work our butt off. All I can think at that moment is my bed. Sleeping time~

It's long. And it's boring. But I am bored. So I summarize my 4 days into one page. Cool right? *peace*