Degree 93

Melepak dengan kawan kawan memang seronok. Memang best. Memang sangat gembira. But, like everything in this world there is always the downside part to the stories. Terasa macam time dulu dulu bila dapat kumpul sama sama. Borak. Karaoke. BBQ. Serious macam old times. Tapi itulah. Nak buat macam mana. We are living in the same circle. Pusing ikut mana pun mesti collide juga. Entahlah sometimes I wonder bila all these kinds of feeling will goes away or at the least if not fades away.

Degree 92

"Fool Again"

Baby I know the story

I've seen th picture

It's written all over your face

Tell me, what's the secret 

That you've been hiding 

And who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it comin' 

I should've read the signs 

Anyway, I guess it's over 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

I thought this love would never end 

How was I to know 

You never told me 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And I who thought you were my friend 

How was I to know, you never told me 

Baby, you should've called me

When you were lonely

When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me 

To many chances

To show you how much I care 

I should've seen it comin' 

I should've read the signs 

Anyway, I guess it's over 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

I thought this love would never end 

How was I to know 

You never told me 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And i who thought you were my friend 

How was I to know, you never told me 

About the pain and the tears

ohooooo, if i could I would

Turn back the time 

oh yeah...

I Should've seen it comin'

I should've read the signs 

Anyway, I guess it's over 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

I thought this love would never end 

How was I to know 

You never told me 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And i who thought you were my friend 

How was I to know, you never told me 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

I thought this love would never end 

How was I to know 

You never told me 

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And i who thought you were my friend 

How was I to know, you never told me.

MOVE ON ALIN!

Degree 85

Guess which one is me?

Degree 79

I thought I was getting better. I thought I was strong enough. But I found out that I was not. Today, I've made a mistake. I called a very dear friend of mine. It seems like long time ago since I last talked to him. He was in the car coming back from somewhere. While we were talking then I realized there's other voices around him. One of it is a voice that I miss so much. A voice that I could not longer listen to. A voice that will never addressed me. Thankfully the line was bad that I have to hang up. I know I've promised not to cry but this is hard. I can't help but to let the tears shed. I tried to stop it. But it just wouldn't. I'm good at helping others but why it seems that I can't help my self? I never know.

Dear hati, please be strong. :'(

Degree 75

For the past weeks things have gone pretty well. Having wacky house mates really helps. There was never a single moment that weren't filled teary laughter. They are hilarious.They are crazy. They are my soul savior. They meant a lot for me.

But amidst all that, I can't help feeling alone and detached. I can't help it. I've tried. And it gets harder by the day. I won't stop trying. That is not an option. 

Degree 66

Cantik tak? Cantikkan? Kan? Kan?

Hahaha. I tahu cantik. Penat cari template baru yang menepati citarasa. Kenapa pilih dark colour lagi? Sebab sukalah. Duh!!! No. No. Dark colour suits me. Mysterious. Isn't it? Well, today is a hard day overall. The no class makes me go crazy. Why? For me I should better occupy my mind with the knowledge rather than doing moronic stuff that will be frowned upon. 

Today supposedly ada Mandarin Listening Test. I memang malas sungguh nak study for this. Bangun awal pagi pun tak baca buku. On lappy surf sana sini. Tweeting tak berhenti. Malas. Malas. But, praise to Allah, the test was cancelled. The test okay guys. Not the class. Evidently, kami masih belum habis lesson lagi. Ye la the test sepatutnya dari Lesson 1 until Lesson 6. Tapi kami yang so eager learning Mandarin baru sampai Lesson 5. Eventually, tadi we all continue sampai Lesson 6. Next week baru buat Listening test tu. Include sekali dengan Quiz 2. Woohoo! Banyak. Ahad kena duduk rumah la macam ni.

Anyways, I am now in recovering mode. Maka harap diampunkan sekiranya tetiba ada entry yang cheesy, mopey or anything related to it. I may be strong but I am not that strong. Okay? Baiklah. Harus mulakan assignment Law. Esok ada presentation. Tata.