Degree 144

We are almost at the end.

Selamat Hari Raya everyone. Where are you going to celebrate? Well, me and the family are going to our kampung this evening. It's been a while since we celebrate first raya at kampung. Since yesterday, I've been slaving myself in the kitchen preparing cakes. Three hours sitting in front of the oven is not an easy task. It was too hot! But I manage to bake the cake still. With lots of love of course so the cake will definitely taste delicious.

Anyhoo, I wish everyone a happy happy festive days and collect lots of duit raya - to those that is still qualifies to get it la. :) Drive safely. And think about your loved ones! 

Degree 143

My so called abang besar is getting hitched. Soon. Pfffttt!

Not that the guy actually told me anything, but I find it out from he's check-ins (avid 4sq user this guy!). And no. I didn't know when it's gonna be.

This is what I BBM him yesterday,

"Aiseh.. Dah nak kahwin bang besar saya sorg ni."

"Sob. Sob. :'("

To which he replied,

"Lorr.. Huhu.. Nnnt kita slow talk eyh"

Eh, slow talk? Why? Well, me being the slow poke couldn't really figure out why and just getting more confused thinking about. So, I decided to let it go. For those who didn't know who is this abang, let me shed you some stories about him.

He's a few older than me. Lives a few house down from me. I've known him since I was a kid. And now that we are a grown ups we become closer a little bit. Especially since I started my study in Perak. He studied at UTP while I am in UiTM. He's my ride to and back home to Perak. I never have to really worry about bus tickets that time. Blessed you! :D

Eventually, we started to become closer. I don't actually know how or why but maybe because I don't have a brother and he actually act like one for me. Well, its true. I called him when I'm hungry. When I need someone to pick me up. When I'm bored. When I need a little pick me up. When I wanna watch a movie. When I wanna go bowling. Or when I ust want to be plain stupid. When, hang on... This is sounding out different from the way I thought it should be. Isn't it? Heh -_______-

He's a simple guy though a bit annoying. :D Lucky Zureen to have him. Or should I say lucky you abang to have Zureen. Speaking of which, when am I going to get to meet her? No, I don't want to wait until your wedding day. Come on! I deserve more than that. Kan? Kan?

Nevertheless, the reason why I'm writing this is I'm feeling a little bit sad actually. I'm gonna have less time to spend with him after this. No more war? ^_______^ And this fasting month is going to be our last. We haven't had not even one sahur together. Let alone an iftar. There's always somethings or someone that gets in the way. Not on my side though. Its him. Tragic. But I guess that's how things are. Not everything you planned will work out accordingly.

Well, this so called abang is actually my neighbour. A one of a kind neighbour. I've been on his good side of grace and I've been on his bad worst of emotion. And I know that I have once caused him trouble. Yeah, that's what happen when people don't get what kind of relationship we have. And to my neighbour, invite me not to the wedding. I can't watch it that you are leaving me. Haha. *drama much Alin?*

Okebai! :D

ps: And yes when dah confirm I'll announce it.

Degree 142

Selingan.

Semalam orang kegemaran lagi tersayang telefon. Walaupun sekejap tapi cukuplah untuk buat pergi tidur dengan senyum lebar sampai ke telinga. *boleh dengar kechik kata cheesy la you!!!* :DD

Lagu kegemaran baru:
Terasa Di Syurga


Eh?
HAHA. OKEBAI!!

Degree 141

Lama tak membebel. :)

Masuk hari ni dah 17 hari bekerja tanpa cuti walau sehari. Dan purata waktu bekerja satu hari adalah 10 jam. Hebatkan? Penat gila! Tapi nak buat macam mana. Aim nak berhenti 21hb. Surat pun dah hantar. Makanya, nak cukupkan sebulan kenalah kerja juga.

Kerja dekat Mobil (currently known now as Esso) banyak ajar pasal ragam orang. Especially kalau kerja sebagai cashier. Fuh! Menguji kesabaran sungguh. Tambahan sekarang bulan Ramdhan yang mana waktu siang semua orang lapar lagi cranky. Minggu ni saja dah berkali dah diri sendiri ni gaduh dengan customer. Bukan apa, kadang kadang diorang ni ridiculous jugak. Selfish.

Imagine. Jaga cashier sorang je and cash register tu lambat. So, memang selalu la line tu panjang yg 5 6 org beratur. Ada sekali tu, line tak panjang mana pun. Ada dalam 3 4 orang macam tu. Datanglah sorg customer ni. Dia sampai terus pergi depan, bagitahu dia pump mana and berapa banyak dia nak then dia letak duit. After tu dia blah. Memang buat tak tahu je la kan. Orang lain beratur, dia sesedap nak potong que.

Gas station ni, if korg tak key in amount dkt pump yg korg nak guna tu dia ada alarm bunyi dekat dalam kedai. So, makhluk tu punya pump pun bunyi la. Bising. Bising gila! Hati dah mula panas. Tapi boleh sabarlah lagi. Layan customer yang tengah beratur dkt counter. Then makhluk tu masuk dalam. Dia bising bising kata dia nak cepat. Dia kata lembab la. Tak considerate la. Apatah lagi dia merapu. Senyap lagi. Malas nak balas. Nnt perang susah. Dia keluar semula. Dah hbs customer dkt counter, barulah buat yang makhluk tadi punya.

Tengah settlekan, dia masuk lagi. Sebab time ni dah takde orang, dia dtg terus dekat kaunter and mula maki2. Eh, hati yg dah nak sejuk tadi ni panas semula. Pantang betul dengan orang macam ni. Since dia mula maki maki, takkan nak senyapkan? Balas baliklah. Cakap dekat dia, orang lain beratur you nak potong mcam tu je. Mana adil. Dia counter-back balik cakap dia nak cepat. Hamboih! Kau je nak cepat. Orang lain tak la? Sengal!

Ada lagi. Pasal ATM. Adalah sorng aunty ni. Dia masuk mobil. Pusing pusing. Pelik gila. Lepas tu membebel. Dah pelik dah. Auntu ni kenapa. Rupanya dia cari ATM. Bengap juga dia ni. Punya besar ATM tu tak nampak. Itu takpelah lagi. Sekali ATM tu out of service. Dia datang counter. Dia tanya, ATM tu tak boleh guna ke sebab keluar perkataan out of service. Heh! Of course la tak boleh kalau dah ayat tu yang kau nampak. Yang bestnya, orang yang duduk dekat cashier ni yang kena marah. Dia cakap, kenapa tak repair. Susahkan orang je. Wah! Sesuka hati oren dia nak cakap macam tu. Ingat itu kerja cashier ke. Boleh pulak dia suruh pergi repair skrg sebab dia nak draw duit. WTF?! Heh. Nasib ada customer, dari layan dia baik layan customer. Nanti sendiri yang jadi gila.

Cerita yang ni tak tahulah nak cakap orang ni sekolah tak tinggi ke, nak melawak ke, or genuinely tak tahu. As far as I'm concern, tak banyak gas station yang toilet dekat dalam. Mostly dekat luar. And itu apply dekat mobil ni jugak. So, one day ada this one lady masuk tanya toilet mana. And I think she's an educated person. Sebab dia speaking bila tanya tu. After I told her where the toilet is, I went on with my work. Hah. Tetiba nak speaking jugakkkan. :D Tak kesahlah tu. Seketika kemudian, lady ni masuk semula. Dia kata, toilet kunci ke. Pelik. Siapa pulak yang nak kunci toilet. 

Tanya lady kenapa dia cakap mcm tu, dia kata dia bukak tak boleh. Tapi gent's punya bukak je. Okay. Tahan gelak. Dengan straight face bagitahu dia, kunci mungkin sebab ada orang dekat dalam kot. Then dia senyap. Tahu dia cakap apa? Maybe. OMG!!!!! Kalau dah toilet tu kunci most definitely la ada orang dekat dalam. Gila apa ada toilet tapi biar kunci. Lepas dia keluar memang gelak keluar air mata. I don't know about you guys but for me, it was downright hilarious. :DDD

This one story is the one that really piss me off. I get it that customer is always right. I get it that I should always treat the customer with smile. But there's limit to it. Like yesterday. There's this one customer who came in to buy lots of junk food and beverages. She pays her item with a rm50. I gave her her change then she leaves. Not a moment later, she came back in and take a packet of sweets. That sweets cost 50 cents. Guess she pays me with what? I can accept it if she gave me 5 cents. Or crumpled rm1. Or even rm10. But, no. She did not. Instead, she gave me a freaking rm100!! She gave that big amount of money for a 50 cents sweets. So, I sweetly refused to take the money and ask for a smaller change. She says she didn't have any. But I told her, I just gave it to her before. Know what is her excuse? She told me that was her husband's money. 

She don't want to use. I was like, you live in what planet? Your husband wouldn't mind if you use that 50 cents. No matter how I say it, she still wants to pay me with that rm100. And being stubborn, I still refused to accept. I continued on with other customer while she makes faces and complaining. I called out my boss and ask him to deal with her. You see, it's a small matter but comes a rude customer small thing can be a big thing. She argued with my boss then. I don't know what he said but that woman left. Without the sweets. It's ridiculous but its true.

You see, I have many more to share. But if I continue on writing, this entry will never end. Thus, I"m gonna bid you goodbye now. And will catch you later. See ya~

ps: Rindulah!

Degree 140

I am a one simple girl.

True. I can go out without make up. Wearing only tee's and pair of jeans with flip flops. A touch of lip gloss and I'm done. It take me only a few minutes to get ready. Well, not actually few because shawls take extra few minute to 'lilit'. :D But you get the idea. 

And when I am mad, sad or feels lonely, there's only these thing that helps. Ice cream, chocolate or doughnuts. Preferably, ice cream. I don't know why but when I'm eating it, I feel absolute bliss. ^^ It is such and easy fix right? But, when I'm either of that its not for long. I cool down easily. And due to this I always missed the chance of being treated with what I want. Boo for me. Heh!

ps: i'm so cair at someone seems like a good way to describe the state that i'm in now :)
pps: body clock has been set to not sleep after 7 because of work. so cause of it, i am up and  have no idea what to do.

By the way, be supportive. Cheer me on. For I am now on my road to recovery. It has been a while and it wasn't easy. I have not been alone in fighting my suffering, but additional you gonna makes it less painful and more hopeful. 

Degree 139

Ramadhan is here again! :)

Okay nak bagitahu. Saya adalah sangat gembira ketika ini. Boleh tersenyum tetiba tanpa sebab sampai kena tegur dengan customer. Haih. Tambahan sekarang dah makin rajin main hp. Haha. Cheesy gila diri sendiri ni sekarang. Tahap rasa scary. Tengah type ni pun tersenyum tahu. Parah betul. Hoh. Abaikan.

Macamnya banyak benda nak tulis, tapi tetiba otak jam. And ibu dah panggil ajak pergi terawikh. Next time okay people.

ps: pipi you dalam gambar tu tembam betul. haha. okebai.