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1. Dlm hp saya, ada 418 nama. Ada antara nama2 tu yg ada 2 number. Dan ada antara nama2 tu yg saya x igt siapa mereka. Maaf ye!
2. Saya suka buat kerja last minute. Xtau knape. Tp kerja last minute saya turn out better dr kerja yg saya buat awal2.
3. Mata saya skrg mcm panda. Selalu sgt tidur lmbt. Kdg2 tak tidur terus.
4. Kawan2 saya adalah penyeri hidup saya. Musics juga. I told this to myself, friends and musics come first, boyfriend later.
5. Bloody red is what my room looks like..
6. Org kata saya bosan sbb saya blh ddk di kedai buku berjam lamanya. Peduli apa. Saya suka!
7. Saya dh mula belajar pakai kasut tinggi. :D
8. Umur kura2 saya tahun ni, 2 tahun. Sgt malas. En. Bugger itu tahu mkn shj.
9. At the moment, I really2 want SAMSUNG F480 TOCCO. Super cool kot!
10. I wear size 6 shoes mainly.
11. Saya jarang celebrate birthday sbb asal birthday je nak final exam. Not this year! :D
12. En. Zul hutang saya Baskin Robbin. : )
13. Saya sgt pandai buat kek lapis. Nk rasa, dtg rmh time raya.
14. Saya tak blh ddk diam. Mesti nk buat something. Last thing yg saya buat adalah memberus karpet bilik saya.
15. Saya org yg mudah terasa tp tak lama. 5 min aftr ok la.
16. I have three new kittens.
17. Saya tak blh ddk dlm aircond lama2. Sakit dh skrg.
18. I've changed from myspace and friendster to facebook. Lagi seronok!
19. I wear baju kurung to class everyday. Sgt ayu. :DD
20. Saya tak kesah kwn dgn adik2. Drg manusia jgk.
21. Saya tak pndi berenang. Ada sesiapa mahu ajar?
22. Hari2 kerja saya tgk number.
23. Kakak saya lg pendek drpd saya. *grin*
24. Almari bilik saya dh penuh. Bju dh kena letak dlm beg. Huhu.
25. I have no interest in having a boyfriend.

Events

I'm sick. Lack of vitamin. Lack of water. Almost dehydrated I've been told. No more air-cond after this. No more junk foods for me. No more fast food. No more oily food. It is all banned for me. There will be only fruits and vegetables from now onwards. Or anything that is healthy.

Think I can make it?

Hahaha. Definitely no. I know I should take good care of myself. But no one should be ban from eating anything they want. The word is not ban I suppose. Haish! Reduce eating it should be more appropriate. What a nice way to finish an exhausting eve - more misery.

By the way, I am one who stand up for her friends. To cross them is like crossing me too. And since I am now in the zone of easily annoyed and cranky, there' going to be trouble.

This is post in my FB status,

"dak2 clas c ni mggelabah, kecoh ar...ajk men bowling....korang ni smu reti ker men bowling....lau stkt men msk longkng x yah lah...wat malu jer...hahahaha...."

He aim for the whole class. The class that he's been in for two semesters. The point? I'm not sure myself. Other might take it lightly. Not me. So, wait for it. As revenge is in the air.

Alin.

Love Life

This is an entry I write unwillingly.

I don't have a special someone.

I've been around the word love ever since I'm in my elementary school. But at that time, what a 11 - 12 years old kid knows about love. We don't understand what people meant by "puppy love". Then, I went into high school. I'm growing up. So does my knowledge about this sacred feeling. Through out high school, I've been what people would say as a shoulder to cry on. Trust me. These shoulders have had many share of tears. They talk to me about their crushes. Theirs admirers. I have my shares in that area also. But they also talk to me about their relationship. They ask for advices. Since I'm not in any relation with someone, usually I just listen.

Moving on to life after high school. This is where the reality begins. I consider myself as someone who prefer to be happy than being not happy. I can get along with people easily. But I am also an affectionate person which is not a good trait for me. This I realize after I made a huge mistake. Its a long story to write. But I learn the hard way that when you break someone's heart, you have to pay for the consequences. Maybe its not your fault, but still you are apart from it. I know that forgiveness is not something easily gain.

To you, I'm sorry.

Growing up is never easy. I've had many failures and success. But I got through it all with the support of my family and my friends.

Family, they will always be there for you. No matter what. Even when you do something that is terrible, they will stay. Nothing can budge your connection to each other. As for friends, don't really count on them. You'll never what they'll do. You will never know when they are gonna betray you. Believe me when I said that, backstabbing hurts. Doesn't matter if its only once, twice or many times. The pain is till the same. Nevertheless, when you find one that takes friendship seriously, cherish them. Keep them close. Like I did. And I still do.

To whom it may concern, you know who you are. Thank you!

This journey of life, prepared me for so many things. The hardship of life. The pain of love. The joy friendship. The frustration of failing. And mostly it taught me to be myself. I'm not fully prepared for love. Because I am still unstable. I am still in my crazy mode. Every now and then, there is a moment where I wish I could share my feelings with. But at the moment, my friends are more then enough. They know me.

Not to worry. I will be ready. Not sure when. Soon. And when the time comes, you'll know. I hope this answer your questions. Don't ask me again.

*sigh*

Alin.

p/s: stop saying its weird i don't have a boyfriend. i have plenty. :P

Random

I've done some OT before. Yet, yesterday is the most fun of all. Usually all I do during my OT is just finishing my measurements or my reports. However, last night that was not the case.

It was almost 6 when my boss, Mr. Foo called me. She asked me to help a staff finishing up some work. I thought it was not much. He told me to make 3 copy of a document on the table. So, I went to look for it.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The document is so thick. There's no way we can finish it in a minutes times. Even so, I still have to do it. With the help of fellow staff, we begin photostating. One person will photostate and I will arrange it.

The process went on smoothly when, suddenly we encounter double side printed pages. That's where the chaos starts to begin. Turn out. That two sided pages comes in 4 series. 2003 - 2006. It is the Special Release of Main Building Works. Mostly it contains number. Hence all the series looks almost the same. Disaster. Because of this minor obstacle, we have to rearrange all the pages from beginning. That took the longest time of all. We are far from finishing, but one staff has to go back. She's riding with her sister. That makes only three of us left in the office.

We continue working, excluded the boss. Sorting, checking, multi - checking, punching, binding and all sort of things related to papers. It was tiresome. But its still done so with lots of fun. We do many silly mistakes during all the time doing our job. Of course we do. We were so hungry that time. What's with the boss rushing us (he didn't do anything at all!).

With miracles, we manage to complete it. All the while I'm working, I haven't look at the time. I'm serious. Not even once. So, imagine my surprise when he clock shows that its already 10. Ooh. I'm so dead. I didn't call my mom telling her that I'm gonna be late. S, we packed up things. Lock the office. And head back home. Like wish comes true, just as I arrived at my front gate, my mom called. I went in, and there's she goes. Scolding me and all. But I tuned it out. My prior destination is the kitchen. I need food! :p. Then after watching some tv, I went to sleep. Blissfully~~

Oh, that's all from me about last night.

Till then,

I will do write anything that I find worth writing.

Alin.

p/s: dozens of papercuts. sheesh!

For your eyes only.

You ask why there's gap between entry? Forgive me. But my blog is not a daily basis diary. I write when I feel like writing and its worth writing for. :D

Weekends

Uneventful yet so meaningful.

My weekend turn out exactly like want I want. Doing nothing but stil fulfilling. Not exactly nothing but its not something I planned to do. So I woke yesterday at time I usually do. 9.00 a.am. That's early for me. Wander around the house. Have b'fast. Write emails. Check my drawings :D. Then, I'm stuck at the pc. Mostly ym-ing with ppl. Watch some movies too. You might think that this is not meaningful at all. But, wait. I haven't got to that part yet.

In the afternoon, there's nothing interesting in astro's list. So,me and ayah continue watching Terminator which we couldn't finish last week. It was fun. Because we argue so much. Sometimes its about small things. But hey, chatting and having fun with ayah is not what ppl would expect me to do.

Later that evening. I have a futsal game I should attend to. But since I'm too lazy to drive, I hang out in front of the tv instead. Again. Flipping through channel not knowing what to watch. Again. Then came my ayah. He wanted to watch tennis. *sigh* I join him since I'm bored out of my skull. Turn out the games wasn't so bad. At the same time, he did some of his work with the laptop. I took over the remote and watch a chinese chick flick. Magic Kitchen. Its cool.

Along the period of me watching the movie, ayah didn't not say a single word about changing channel. It was weird and I could not help wondering why. Finally, when its almost 11 I found out the truth. There's a football game. His team - Manchester United - is playing. I sat with him watching the first half of the game. Then, I went to sleep. I was so sleepy by that time. I can't wait for the other half.

When I woke up this morning, I was greeted by a good news. Manchester won. 4 - 0. Yeay!! Sunday is the day where I done all my chores. Really, really done it. After all is done, the clock shows that its only 10.30. What? Its still early. Decision, decision. What to do? Ouh. Ayah said something nice. There's a tennis game should be watch. Rafael Nadal is going to play. To those who didn't knoe, I like him. Very much. He is a good tennis player. He won many championships. But most of all, I like him because he's cute. Hahaha. Forgive me for being naive. ^^V Btw, he won the match!

All in all, this weekend is meaningful because I got to spend most of my time with my father. I know not many people out there are close to their parents. Let alone to their father. Especially the girls. They prefer their mother. But for the people who do know me, you know how close I am to mine.

With that, I'll end this entry.

Till then,
Alin.

Some of Us

Some of us laugh,

Some of us cry,

Some of us smoke,

Some of us lie.

But it's all just the way that we cope with our lives.

Way too deep

Currently, I'm way in too deep into my thinking. Its making me unhappy. Its making people around me unhappy. A very dear friend of mine keeps telling me to chill. I will. But I don't know when and I don't how. Forgive me for being vain for I am usually a happy go lucky person. I don't mope around with sadness. Its just not me. Even while hanging out with my cliques I can't seem to cheer up.

I really do wish whats bugging me fade away soon. I can't continue life like this. Its depressing.

The usual hang out buddy been talking about going picnic. At Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam. Hope its not just talk. Cause maybe outdoor activities can lift my spirit up. *praying it will* To those involve in it, plan babe. Foods and games. Make it fun. Can't wait for it~

Alin.

When time is not enough

Everybody wishes that they had more time a day (myself included). They claim they had to much things to do with very little time. But its just not possible. Everyone gets 24 hours a day and 7 days a week. Not an hour or a day more.

Why ask for such an impossible thing?

This is my reason:

1. I have to many works to be done at the office like you wouldn't believe it.

2. I need time to adjust myself in new environment.

3. To gain more money. :D

4. So that I don't have to rush to do anything.

5. I hate multi-tasking.

6. I don't want to work during weekends. (who does?)

Truth to be told, I'm just not good at arranging my time. If I do, I won't be complaining for more time. And I won't be publishing my reasons for more time. Its just an excuse. A pathetic one. :D

Nevertheless, time waits for no one. So, keep up!

Lunch

Monday
Rice + Fried Chicken + 2 Fishballs = RM4.80


Tuesday
Rice + Fried Chicken + 2 Fishballs = RM4.30

Wednesday
Rice + Fried Chicken + 2 Fishballs = RM4.00


Different day, different price.
Yet, its given by the same person.
I asked her why.

She told me,
"eh,mana ada.sama je harge."

Duh, its damn obvious. If not, I won't ask.
By the way, the food is not so good.
I don't have any choice but to eat there.
Poor me. :P

3lbs.

Today is definitely not a good day. I'm so stressed out. Even with shorter hair still my head weight a tonnes.

Help me for I am at the edge of sanity.

Alin.

No points for me.

I woke up this morning feeling dreadful. I have no idea what to wear. I have no mood to go to work (even there's thousand works need to be done!). So I sat there in front of my cupboard. Searching from the top to bottom shelves. Still can't find any. So I went back to my bed thinking, should I escape from going to work today? Decision. Decision.

But being a responsible me, I pick up my lazy ass and went to bathroom. I showered and after that I picked up the first clothes I see. Pair it up with jeans and I'm ready to go. It hit me suddenly. I don't have any money. Forgot to ask ayah when he woke me up this morning. I went downstairs. Search for ibu. Lucky me. Ayah left some money for me with her. Ibu wanted to use the car. Now I remember why I'm feeling down. I have to ride the bus. *sigh*

Its ok though. Its been a while since I last rode it.

All in all, this morning is not a good day starter.

Till then,

Alin.

p/s: I have a date tonite. :D

Weekend

Let's go to Petrosains & Aquaria.

:)

Back Again

I've deleted my previous blog. I'm not sure myself why I did it.

Even so, this is a new year.

Hopefully, I will continue blogging as much as I love reading it.

Till then,

Adios~