Degree 167

The picture sums it all. :'(

Degree 166

So, I've watched Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1 yesterday. The movie was slow. Much as I expected because even in the book the Part 2 is much more interesting. Though the movie didn't pique my interest much, I do love the soundtracks. All were incredibly awesome. So awesome that I've downloaded all of it. But this song, by Christina Perry awed me most. Here is the official music video. Enjoy.

A Thousand Years

Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow do be braveHow can I love when I'm afraidTo fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubtSuddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

(Chorus)I have died everydaywaiting for youDarling, don't be afraidI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
Time stands stillBeauty in all she isI will be braveI will not let anythingTake awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breath,Every hour has come to this
One step closer
(Chorus)I have died everydayWaiting for youDarling, don't be afraidI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
And all along I believedI would find youTime has broughtYour heart to meI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
One step closerOne step closer
(Chorus)I have died everydayWaiting for youDarling, don't be afraid,I have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
And all along I believedI would find youTime has broughtYour heart to meI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more

Degree 165

Another year end. 

Another year begins. 

Salam Maal Hijrah everyone. 

:)

Degree 164

Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams

Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss

:)

Degree 163

Yesterday story. Off presentation.

Other have done my part. And it's my turn. But the presentation was a disaster. Manage to only explain half of it. And even that half is not enough. Felt so down. And because of some error, notes for the classmates weren't provided. Another disaster. Thursday was a letdown. From morning till evening. And it gets worst when I slammed the sliding door onto my finger while I'm being nice to the neighbour.

Awak, not your fault. Worries not okay. Its my fault anyway. Was frustrated with meself. So, no guilty feelings please.

All because of that, I didn't eat or anything up until afternoon.

Oh, before I forget. There's annoying voices in the afternoon class that I felt like giving a shiner on their face. Instead of saying thanks, you condemn our work. What makes you so perfect? Isn't it good enough that we've done the work for you and all you have to do is use it. No need for sarcasm or talking behind my back. If I didn't have enough patient yesterday, you would have felt my slap.

Mental note:

If you want the work to done right, do it yourself.

Degree 162

Entertainment.

It has been too long. Way too long since I am out having fun. It has been days of assignments, tests, presentations and endless discussion. And there is more to come. *sigh* I need to take myself a breather. Because if this routine is to continue, I will die of boredom and stress.

Hence, when my housemates asked me to watch Twilight, I immediately says yes. She has been waiting for this movie since the previous movie ends. So, we bought the ticket online. And we are watching it this Sunday. Plus since we are the early birds we pay only RM9 for each tix. Heh. Its weekends. And its a new release movie. What more to ask?

I"m writing this to kill time for me to get sleepy. I have not been sleeping well the past few weeks. Woke up at the middle of night due to many reasons. Stress. Fever. Cough. Scratchy throat. And there is also time I woke up at the break of dawn. Way early from my designated waking up time.

Well, that's the price to pay for a roll of degree. Have to bear it nevertheless.

ps: babe, when is the next trip? 

Degree 161

Saat sekarang terasa macam masa mula mula masuk sekolah asrama dulu. Sakit rumah. Tiap kali telefon ayah ibu menitis airmata. Tiap kali nak tidur mesti mata payah nak tutup. Hati, jiwa, semangat semua kosong. Fizikal memang di Perak. Tapi mental, tertinggal di rumah nun disana.

Haish. Tak faham dengan diri sendiri sebenarnya kenapa boleh jadi sampai macam ni. Nak tidur tak nak bangun sampai hati yang tak keruan sekarang tenang tanpa gangguan. Tapi mustahil. Itu ikut kata hati namanya. Bertindak tidak bijak. Tapi sungguh. Tak terasa nak belajar. Berfikir. Atau apa apa pun. Nak terangkan pun susah.

Sampai bila nak jadi macam ni pun entahlah. Macamnya lama. Heh.

Degree 160

Of Jue and Kak Ayuz solemnization. :)

Today, I walked out the door and it was raining cats and dog. I brave through the heavy rain. Time is running out. Its 7.15 am already. I am supposed to be there at 8 o'clock. I don't think I can make it. Drive as fast as I could on the slippery road, praying (and texting) that I will arrive on time. Alhamdulillah, I did. :)

It was simple. It was supposed to be a family only event. Somehow, I was invited too. I blend in with them. Wearing the same theme colour, I feel less odd and awkward. Eventually, the ceremony begins. Everybody keeps silence. And focus on the altar. Tok Kadi begins his tazkirah and we all listen carefully. What touches me at this time was, I was sitting quite far from Kechik and her family. Kechik busy with camera whereas her mother and sisters sit in front of the hantaran, in line with altar. Suddenly, one of the sister turns around and signal me to come closer. She said, "family mana boleh duduk jauh2". :')

As Jue completed the solemnization in one try, I saw the tears that flows through their eyes. It was a moment that one can't explained. You have to experienced it yourself. I hugged them and wished them congratulations. The story didn't end here. The newlyweds is going for a photoshoot and the groom's siblings tag along. And yes, I am included in there. I am so apart from the blessed occasion that I was asked to be in the pictures. I was embarrassed at first. I'm neither their siblings nor their cousin but still asked to join such affair.

The camwhoring lasted for two hours. Exhausting but fun nevertheless. Then I was invited to the place their staying. Kechik's mother keep asking me to eat. I have no idea why. -.- And later on we head on to Jue's place. Left her there with the promise I'll be back tomorrow. 


As for you who invites me, I am very much grateful for it. Much love!

Happy feet :DD

Degree 159

semalam pergi rumah kechik. tujuannya nak buat assignment BS. memang buat pun. tapi masa mula mula sampai orang tu dengan muka riaknya cakap ada orang puji tulisan dia cantik. heee. terdiam sekejap. lepas dah process ayat tu, gelak memang tak ingat apa dah. tengah buat assignment housemates kechik balik. diorg pergi dinner. salah seorang housemates tengok tulisan kita, dia terus cakap. eh, macam tulisan jawi. lepas tu dia cakap lagi. ni kenapa tulisan macam microsoft words. hahaha. :D kechik tak puas hati dah time ni so dia senyap je la.

hari ni class pukul 3 sampi 4 sahaja. free time doesn't mean that i'm free. assignment bersusun bertingkat nak kena siap and submit sebelum jumaat. heh. cukuplah merapu. later!