Degree 157.

Saya suka awak.

Tapi awak orang lain yang punya.

:(

Degree 93

Melepak dengan kawan kawan memang seronok. Memang best. Memang sangat gembira. But, like everything in this world there is always the downside part to the stories. Terasa macam time dulu dulu bila dapat kumpul sama sama. Borak. Karaoke. BBQ. Serious macam old times. Tapi itulah. Nak buat macam mana. We are living in the same circle. Pusing ikut mana pun mesti collide juga. Entahlah sometimes I wonder bila all these kinds of feeling will goes away or at the least if not fades away.

Degree 86

"Single is not a status.It is a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others."

Degree 75

For the past weeks things have gone pretty well. Having wacky house mates really helps. There was never a single moment that weren't filled teary laughter. They are hilarious.They are crazy. They are my soul savior. They meant a lot for me.

But amidst all that, I can't help feeling alone and detached. I can't help it. I've tried. And it gets harder by the day. I won't stop trying. That is not an option. 

Degree 65

no one ever told me it would come to this what began with such a promise would end with such a twist i lean into the whisper but i don't hear a thing it's a tear in the dark all alone in the car in pieces, pieces it's the sound of mistake as i'm lying awake and sleepless, sleepless this is the sound that's made when a heart breaks everybody's laughing maybe that's just me does something unrequited mean it will never be please don't leave me here life, for now, i've come to fear you've dropped me off and left me here with nothing here to find my way but the light you take as you pull away far ahead the brush is moving there's others here and good still proving nothing's wrong, it's in my mind nothing's wrong and i'll be fine it's a tear in the dark all alone in the car in pieces, pieces it's the sound of mistake as i'm lying awake and sleepless, sleepless this is the sound that's made when a heart breaks.

Degree 53

People says, a picture says a lot. 

If I put two, three or four?

 What would they say. 

Eh, like I care~ :)

 Oh. Evidently I am on sugar rush. 

So, pardon all the moping feelings shown in the pictures above. 

It's how I reduce the high. 

Haiho!

:D

Degree 51

Hp terbiar sana sini. 

Texts tak reply. 

Calls ignored. 

Lappy on.

Emails unreplied.

Selected YM only.

Facebook ignored.

Twitter a must.

So, faham?

Degree 49

February 20 at 2:50pm


It hurt. Too much that I can't bear it. But I am a survivor. I am strong. I'm gonna make it through this rough patch like I did before.

I have to stop blogging for a while. 
Strike that.
I wouldn't stop.
It's here where I am trying to grasp the reality. 
Sorry if its a mess.

Degree 44

I woke up to the sound of the phone ringing.

At first, I couldn't find it in my brain who does this voice belongs to. Then, it hit me. It was your voice. It was you who called. Stupid me. :) I was so happy that you called I couldn't stop grinning like a mad men. We talked like nothing had happened. We laughed like nothing had happened. It was a great moment. And you even said yes when I asked is everything ok. It feels just like the old times. As we talked you told me that you're going somewhere. I can't asked where because at that moment you voice became distorted. You tell me that you would call again. :) After we hang up, I was feeling so happy. I texted you to tell me when you've arrived. The feeling was so great that everything I do, I do it with a smile.But, suddenly out of nowhere..

I woke up again.

Blurred. Panicked. My brain processed itself. It was all just a dream. A nightmare. All of it was not true. Then I cried. How very cruel for such things to happen to me. This is really hard for me. Really really really hard. The tears by now couldn't stop falling. And I can't seems to make it stop. 

I miss you. Very much. :'(

p/s: Serves me right to sleep in the afternoon. Padan muka Alin.