Degree 91

All of the above was taken while waiting for Iera to finish her make up and Haq to arrive for dinner which we had so late at night. :)

Degree 87

I am emotionally drained. Last few days has not been good to me. Bad news one after another. Too much to be handled. Too much to be bear. Starting with Haq's accident. Ramz's sister in law. Hatta some more. To top it all, Mira's mother passing away. All of it happens in just few days time. A lot to absorbed and processed. This is gonna be a stressful week. Lots of tests. Lots of assignment. Lots of everything.

To make it worst, I am sick. Seriously sick. One that I didn't see it coming. Oh, why is it happening to me now? Maybe its because all of the bad news. But, according to Ibu, I should be strong. I must not show my weakness nor my pain. Ibu told me that this is the time when the challenge gonna be the hardest and to test whether I'm strong enough for it or not. Guess we'll see it in the coming days.

It's raining outside but I don't feel the coolness. What is wrong with me?

Degree 65

no one ever told me it would come to this what began with such a promise would end with such a twist i lean into the whisper but i don't hear a thing it's a tear in the dark all alone in the car in pieces, pieces it's the sound of mistake as i'm lying awake and sleepless, sleepless this is the sound that's made when a heart breaks everybody's laughing maybe that's just me does something unrequited mean it will never be please don't leave me here life, for now, i've come to fear you've dropped me off and left me here with nothing here to find my way but the light you take as you pull away far ahead the brush is moving there's others here and good still proving nothing's wrong, it's in my mind nothing's wrong and i'll be fine it's a tear in the dark all alone in the car in pieces, pieces it's the sound of mistake as i'm lying awake and sleepless, sleepless this is the sound that's made when a heart breaks.

Degree 64

Pardon me my friends for I have to do this.

It's for my own good. It's for my own benefit. I've think long and hard. I want you all to know that I don't come by this decision easily. It's hard. But I have to. I really do have. I am sorry for what is becoming in the future. I can only hope for your understanding.

Degree 53

People says, a picture says a lot. 

If I put two, three or four?

 What would they say. 

Eh, like I care~ :)

 Oh. Evidently I am on sugar rush. 

So, pardon all the moping feelings shown in the pictures above. 

It's how I reduce the high. 

Haiho!

:D

Degree 51

Hp terbiar sana sini. 

Texts tak reply. 

Calls ignored. 

Lappy on.

Emails unreplied.

Selected YM only.

Facebook ignored.

Twitter a must.

So, faham?

Degree 24

5.30 a.m.

I miss them. :(

I texted Wawa yesterday. Asking whether if its true the rumors that they aren't gonna have class this Thursday and Friday. She asked me why. I told her its because I want her to come to Perak. Hang out with me here instead in Shah Alam. Oh. Apparently it is up to the Captain. Which is Ramzul. Hm. And when she say it like that I told her it's ok. Why? Because I wouldn't want them to come if its because I asked them to. I will never hear the end of them saying again and again that I am the one who wants them to be here. 

So, let it be them who decide to come. Already told Wawa that it's fine. Babe, I have accepted the fact that you guys can't come as I wish. Things are not the same as before. Not with you, Not with him. Jangan risau eh Wawa. I am ok. I will be ok. I have to. I am on my own sekarang. :)

I am sick. Flu and sore throat. Apparently this upside down weather doesn't agree with me. And because of it my work is backlogged. Stress. Plus the unresolved problem is still hanging in the air. When will it be settle? I myself is not sure. I am desperately in need of entertainment now. Also a little bit feeling of love. Those two seems like hard to get these days.

Is there any time machine laying around somewhere? Can I have one. I want to go to the old times when life wasn't hard. I can't sleep. I'm high on meds. My head hurt as if it just have been hit with concrete. Above all, I am sad. Very.