Degree 89

I get crossed often. But I calmed easily. However bear in mind, I am a vindictive person. I don’t usually hold grudge towards other but once I am you are in it forever. I am also a solidarity person. So, when you think of hurting my people think twice because that would mean hurting me as well. And beware, when this happen, suffer the consequences.

Oh, you may think I am not nice. But the truth is I am. It’s not in my nature to hate people as I wish to. But those attitudes of them cause me too. Like for an example, it wouldn’t hurt to not bother with other people problem. It also wouldn’t hurt to not interrupt someone when he or she is talking. It is definitely mostly wouldn’t hurt to wait for your turn when others have been waiting patiently. *geram tiba tiba teringat malam test mandarin & class measurement*

I can be patient. I’ve been training myself to do so. Yet, it’s very hard. People just keep annoying me. I’m not saying that I am perfect but I my limits. When you’ve been living in a community that needs you to keep interacting with people you learn about people’s behavior. You learn what they like and what they do not. You will find out what piss them off and what makes them happy. You just will.

p/s: tadi makan maggi sebab lapar sgt. ngee.

Degree 84

I don't know what is wrong with me. I've been eating non-stop. Just like today. I went to pasar malam after class. I bought nasi lemak. That's my full meal for the day because during lunch I didn't eat anything. So, that nasi lemak managed to fill up my stomach. I was blissfully happy this afternoon. Then later on, I went about my activities at home. Bathe. Pray. And among other things. After all that, I watched Bukan Bintang Biasa. Which was sweet and funny. Full of love and quirkiness that makes me smile all the way from the start to the end. But wait. I'm straying from my real stories. So, then after the movie ends I started babbling. I goes around the house in search for food. I can't find any. Then, then the only solution is, I eat rice. With sardine. With a bottle of water. I was wondering where the hell did the nasi lemak goes. It was a lot. I couldn't move after I ate that nasi lemak. And now I ate some more. To make it worst I am still feeling a little bit hungry. What's going to happen to me?

ps: What will Ibu say when she sees me this weekend? -__-'