End 33

It rains.

Everyday.

Hence the fever.

Since last Saturday I’ve been feeling a little bit under the weather.

True to the words, yesterday I can’t get out of my bed.

My body ache.

My heads pounding.

My stomach can barely holds anything.

And I’m no fan of any kind of medicines.

Which doesn’t help me at all.

*sigh*

Eventually, Ibu forced me to eat and I managed to swallow something.

·         2 pieces of bread.

·         A glass or warm milk.

·         Antibiotics.

·         Panadols.

·         Cough syrup.

It’s a lot of work for me. :)

But by night, I’ve been feeling a little bit better. Yeay!

And I went to sleep hoping that it will last.

I woke up this morning and my wish works half way.

The fever gets worst.

So, went to the clinic.

Got myself a shot and more meds. Blergh!!!

Went home feeling a little bit of myself.

I decided not to take the fever seriously and went do the dishes.

Big mistake!!!

Doing chores while you are high is highly not suggested.

I sliced my thumb open. :P

Okay.

Now I have pain that comes from fever.

Pain that comes from sliced thumb.

And I’m feeling high. :D
A great day altogether~

End 32

YOU'RE ORIGINAL.

CANNOT BE REPLACED.

AND YOU KNOW IT.

:)

End 31

Hey,

I’m done.

With all your drama.

With all your words.

All I’m asking is for you to stay away.

That’s all.

So please as my last wish,

Do it.

p/s: Kau nak kata aku emo, silakan. I know better!! And yes I'm breaking our promise.

End 30 : Towards A Better Future

Sometimes pictures tells more than words.

End 29

I have a friend. A very close one I can say. Up to a level that no one can reach before. I've seen him cry. I've seen him laugh. I've seen in a state of craziness. Yes, we're that close. Few months back, he's in a big problem. Big enough that quitting study has become an option. Eventually, he came out of the problem and become happy.

Here comes the problem. He forgets me. True. We've made packed of not leaving and always have each others back. But at the moment, I feel like I'm the only one been keeping the promise. Its very hard for him to pick up my calls. And my text? He never replied anymore. Even in messenger. What the heck right?

I tried very hard thinking nice thing at first. Maybe he's busy his sports. No credit. But I'm running out of excuse already. I'm hurt and disappointed. This is not the first time you did this to me. I'm tired of it already. I pegged you as someone I can talk to. Someone I can cry to. But look at how the way you treat me? And please... Boyfriend or girlfriend doesn't enter into this equation.

Truth to be told, I'm not going to make you listen to me anymore. I'm not going to try anything anymore. Feel free to do whatever you want. Because I'm cutting you out of my life. Go away.

End 28

I am neither sweet nor lady like.

I don’t have the girly element in me.

I do what I want and I don’t think about others.

I am an independent girl.

Yet, lately I can feel some changes in me. J

I know why but as I always said,

There are certain things that are better left unshared.

But, I know you can guess what it is, right?

To you,

I know there are times that you feel that there is nothing we can talk about.

But, silence is sometimes enough for me.

To know that you are there for me is more than I can hope for.

Distance may separate us but my love for you grows with

every steps needed to reach you.

To you,

Never worry ok?

Yes, I do cry.

Yes, I do go out alone at night.

And yes, I do crazy things.

But all this is part of who I am.

I will try to behave appropriately. But not in the nearest time.

Old habits die hard. Lalala~

Even so, all I want to say is,

I love you and Missing you all the time ^_^

~ALIN~

End 27

SNAP

It’s my blog.

It’s my writing.

And you care why?