Degree 15

Today is your day.


Dear,
Happy Birthday. 
Many happy returns. 
Hope your day today will be the best ever and full of joy.


And,


Everyday is a new day. 
New journey, so lead it with focus, pride and dignity.
May Allah bless every step and every decision you make.


Love,
Alin. :)

Degree 14

Ever missing moment.


Courtesy of: Ramzul Alam

Degree 13

Old question.
New answer.


How does it feel to be in love?


Miserably great. Get it?


Miserable.


When you're apart after being together for a short while.
Not able to see each other as often as you wish to.
That would mean long distance relationship or else known as LDR.
The hardest part for is when you're not that far yet distance still proves to be an obstacle.


Great.


When you get to see him after being apart.
Able to spent time alone with him without interruption.
When you get to look at his eyes.
Hold his hands.
Hear the words that you often hear through the phone live.


*sigh*


Words can't describe how I feeling.
But I can only sum it to that:


I am on  cloud floating through rainbows with drops of glitter.
And for that,
I thank you.


Love you to bits and pieces. <3

Degree 12 : Broken

Dulu.

Weekend mesti keluar. Let it be because of  FYP or anything related to studies. Tapi memang weekend kaki ni tak lama ada dekat bilik. Movie. Karaoke. Beach. McD's. Mesti ada somewhere to go and hang out. Suffice to say, my weekend is not like what a final year student should have. Assignment berlambak2 pun kaki ni juah jugak melangkah. Nak buat macam mana. dapat kawan2 yang memang tak reti duduk diam. Nak berjalan je kerja. Plus, masing2 ada kereta sendiri. Haaa.. Memang makin jauh la langkah berjalan. Ayah ibu pun tak boleh nak buat apa. :P

Itu baru time final sem. Those habits continues even after finals end. Tapi beza sikit je. Instead of keluar dengan kawan-kawan, kita keluar dengan family pulak. Keluar bowling. Keluar fishing. Tolong ibu decorate rumah. Tolong ayah basuh kereta. Gardening. Pendek kata, memang hujung minggu je ada aktiviti nak buat. 

It goes on until a week after new semester starts. That is last week. Full and busy weekend. Heh. Korang boleh baca dekat post yang bawah tu. I was hoping that those will last for the coming weekends. But, I am wrong.

Sekarang.

Weekend dah berubah. Sebab kawan2 kaki jalan semua dah jauh. Tak jauh mana pun. It's only 3 hours of journey. Tapi itulah somehow mereka rasa jauh. And they keep asking me to go there instead of them coming here. Boleh memang boleh. Tapi bila fikir balik. The cost for them to come here is less than the cost me going there. Travel in groups tak perlu keluar duit yang banyak.

Nevertheless, my weekend it seems going to consist a lot of gray colour. Dull and pointless. Apa nak buat. Those who promise to come will never deliver their promise. Words are just words. Promises remains. Sad. But I'm learning to deal with it.

Oh. Before lupa, I'm planning something for Mr.Boyfie. But to think back, I'm gonna cancel it. No fair for me to do it twice when none of you have done it once. 

Guys, I'm sorry. I'm hurt and disappointed by all of you. 

Perak < --- > Shah Alam < --- > Perak 

Its not gonna happen.


p/s: En.Zul lost my phone number. Oh, I'm pissed!

Degree 11

Mental block.

Degree 10

Surprises.

It would be nice to have it once in a while. It doesn't matter from who. Or from where. Because for me surprises comes when there is someone who wants to show you appreciation or even just that he/she remembers you.

I don't have that many kind of surprises in my life. But I've given to others a lot. To see their faces. The smiles. The tears. To receive the hugs. To receive the kisses. It was worth it. :)

So, do it. At least once and you will see what I meant. You surprises would be priceless for them to repay.




p/s: Degree 9 is still under construction.

Degree 8

Twitter.

Ramzul says it's more fun. More secure. Hence, I signed myself up today. Still trying to get the hang of it. Oh, I'm not good with all this kind of application.

Plus, I don't have easy internet access. Damn. Can't wait for my new phone.

BlackBerry 9780

Oh. Come soon please!